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Everchanging

by The Ivory Sleep

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1.
Daylight 04:22
I'm searching for the golden answer The solution to all my problems Even I know it can't be found I try again just to break even I tear my hands and I break my bones Again and again until there's nothing left But a ghost within the skin of a man But I'm still getting used to waking up to brighter days And finding my own way Through this love I'll overcome What holds me down What exactly is that I'm longing for? The Fragments given to me just don't belong In the grand scheme of things But I will never stop trying even though it is terrifying To feel this low in so long I have all these thoughts inside wishing for a way out of my mind To see the light of day But I'm still getting used to waking up to brighter days And finding my own way Through this love I'll overcome What holds me down I'll spill my guts just to say the things That made me so afraid (of myself) All these years I thought I can't When I really could But I'm still getting used to waking up to brighter days And finding my own way Through this love I'll overcome What holds me down I'll spill my guts just to say the things That made me so afraid (of myself) All these years I thought I can't When I really could
2.
It's almost been four months since I wrote about you last time, So here's another song about the fog rolling, the clouds, and the lightning All the things that gave you panic attacks (Like the ones I had) Like the ones I had Before you returned what I said you can have While the seasons changed time froze and I stayed the same But you, on the other hand, felt like the winter when we met I know I'm breaking those promises (This is an egotrip, and I don't think we're friends) But you know it takes two to dance (Never make people do the things you wouldn't do) You've always said to watch out for the The quiet ones 'cause they all have Something hidden up their greedy sleeves I never listened to the warnings my friends Gave me after meeting you just once Oh, too little, too late I told myself I'll stop thinking up these Silly things that might happen When you finally leave my life and take a first-class flight to the otherside Wherever there might be And you might even meet that boy who you speak with so much, He seems to love the things I never loved about you (There I admitted it) There I admitted it You broke your promises before they even left your lips (That was an egotrip, and we were never friends) But I know it takes two to fight (You never liked it when I won the argument) You've always said to watch out for the The quiet ones 'cause they all have Something hidden up their greedy sleeves I never listened to the warnings my friends Gave me after meeting you just once Oh, too little, too late Oh, too little, too late I can't describe how sad I get when I think of you And all the things we had are now left to waste I only have questions left to ask, So answer honestly Did you ever listen to the songs I wrote for you? Did you love me for who I am, and not because you wanted to? Did you ever listen to the songs I wrote for you? Did you love me for who I am, and not because you wanted to? But you know it takes two to dance (Did you ever listen to the songs I wrote for you?) But I know it takes two to fight (Did you love me for who I am, and not because you wanted to?) But you know it takes two to dance (Did you ever listen to the songs I wrote for you?) But I know it takes two to fight (Did you love me for who I am, and not because you wanted to?)
3.
Everchanging 03:44
So I'll pull these arrows from my back To finally prove that They're not the only thing that keep my spine in line And my posture's got so much better since I finally stopped leaning over to see If I was gonna fall face-down over my two feet Oh, how I wish I was like the trees So when the seasons take the colours from me I'll brave through all my adversities I've never been so scared in my life To lose something I spent too long to find I always couldn't keep myself from staying In one place Everchanging is what I'll always be So I'll tell my mother and father All the secrets that I've hidden from them And forgive them for all the pressure They placed on their trophy son And my confidence is so much better since I finally stopped only blaming myself But moving forward is meaningless If you don't take home the experience Oh, how I wish I was like the trees So when my loved ones ever need Something for support They could find it in me I've never been so scared in my life To lose something I spent too long to find I always couldn't keep myself from staying In one place Everchanging is what I'll always be
4.
Rain or shine, she always has her head Caught up in the clouds of cigarettes She only lights up to make the stress Leave with the smoke They always told me that I might have a chance To have her heart and, maybe hold her hands But I never saw the point of trying 'Cause one of us would've ended up dying I took my chances, with nothing to expect But disappointment. Yet there I was Still hoping for the best Now I'm left empty handed Mirror, mirror on the wall Is she the fairest one of them all? Because I only see misery On that pretty face In this hopeless place While she hasn't time to waste on me Isis eyes above mocha lips On a face I wouldn't wake up to So let me avoid that smile But I don't think I could Birds sing along with every word she says In a voice I wouldn't wake up to Is rather lose sleep for nights But I don't think I could If I could only stop thinking of... Her short hair and the way I stare at her like she is not aware How I'm head over heels for those cheekbones Her short hair and the way she stares at me like I am not aware Of all the chills when her shoulders get cold Isis eyes above mocha lips On a face I wouldn't wake up to So let me avoid that smile But I don't think I could Birds sing along with every word she says In a voice I wouldn't wake up to Is rather lose sleep for nights But I don't think I could
5.
Holy Again 04:43
To the one who shares my Birthday Has the doctor diagnosed the pain in your chest? Because it's keeping my dreams away as well Dearest love, I must confess That I took your heart after you stole mine from me Even the x-rays wouldn't tell you that Oh God, what are you because I can't believe That someone so beautiful is human Regardless, please don't leave this earthly realm I don't know if I'll find you again I don't know if I'll find you again Shh Do you hear the sound of tapping and scraping? It's the noise of my pen against the spaces Trying to share my thoughts between the lines But whatever I write never reflects my sight Why do you hide away when I'm Caught in staring at you gorgeous face? It's so easy to get lost But so damn hard to look away Oh God, why do you make me feel this way? I'm not used to someone caring about me Regardless please don't ever leave my side I still have your heart, and you have mine I still have your heart, and you have mine If I wasn't concise enough, let me be more clear If beauty's really only skin-deep then I think Your soul could make heaven holy again And show me what it's like to be In love once more So I'll tell you again If beauty's really only skin-deep then I think Your soul could make heaven holy again And show me what it's like to be In love once more If beauty's really only skin-deep then I think Your soul could make heaven holy again And show me what it's like to be In love once more
6.
Black Cherry 04:56
Though I'm tired I'm not as she Wakes up, hung over, in a friend's company Safe and sound in her sister's bed, she Wishes she rose next to a stranger instead No amount of Black Cherry lipstick can Hide the trace of all the boys she kisses And the sour taste of all the tequila she Chases down with a shot of her pride Mapping the marks like stars on her back without the scratches or the bites Of nights she planned to not spend all alone Why would she make love to anyone if love wasn't there in the first place? Or is she mistaking the feeling for shame? If she thinks she so desperate and lonely then She must be a saint compared to me If she thinks she so desperate and lonely then She must be a saint compared to me If my eyes can pry They'll tear every page From that open book She calls her life If my eyes can pry They'll tear every page From that open book She calls her life If my eyes can pry They'll tear every page From that open book She calls her life If my eyes can pry They'll tear every page From that open book She calls her life If she thinks she so desperate and lonely then She must be a saint compared to me If she thinks she so desperate and lonely then She must be a saint compared to me If she thinks she so desperate and lonely then She must be a saint compared to me If she thinks she so desperate and lonely then She must be a saint compared to me

about

Everchanging was supposed to be the first installment of the Everchanging duology. How it came about is that I wrote tons and tons and tons of music in the last year while in college. I was yearning for a creative outlet while studying classical music, and the performance aspect was not cutting it out for me. Being the artistically eclectic person who I am, I toyed around with many different concepts (one being that I release a three song EP every month to represent the seasons of the year.) but I ended up writing an album that featured both softer and heavier songs. An "everchanging" album, if you would. But by the end of it, I felt that the contrast between the two mediums was too jarring, so I decided to segregate the album into two parts. The light (part one) and the dark (part two). Lyrically, I didn't plan for there to be any thematic continuity (even though it naturally happened... kinda), but I definitely wanted the message of an eternally changing person to be at the forefront of the music itself.

After trying to write the second EP, I've discovered that I've fell out of love for the idea. I was just in a completely different place in my life, and I think that this EP is strong enough to stand on it's own.

So without anymore delay, here's Everchanging. I hope you all enjoy :)

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released May 20, 2014

Produced & Recorded by Nigel Tung
All songs written by Nigel Tung
All lyrics written by Nigel Tung

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